As hard as it can be to imagine there is PURPOSE behind your pain. You are exactly where God wants you to be at this given moment. Every experience (good and bad) is part of his divine plan. Keep your eyes fixed on Christ even when the storms of life are raging and you’ll see that you’re ABOVE your troubles & circumstances. One thing I do is declare over and over ” I shall HAVE a testimony from this” – the more you believe this the more evident God’s faithfulness becomes to you. MAY you have a Marvellous May!  
Stay blessed x